Paradise for the Soul
you always lose, no matter how high your chance at winning, you cant win against uncontrollable chaos. Don’t that out the hard way, eternity in exchange for power, wealth, talent, comfort, or worldly possesion is a fool’s deal.
To everyone that reblogged you made me happier than I was before, thank you for caring.
you DONT want me to commit suicide, if not i will assume ydgaf
I am referring to anyone who thinks the same about themselves
So what if I am insane? The laughter helps block out the screams..
you have been in a multiplayer war game and got stuck with a n00b with some sort of high powered explosive weapon (rpg, grenade launcher, rocket launcher..)
1. Shoots you in the head (executioner’s style)
2. Hides your shit around the house
3. Takes $20 from your wallet
4. Pokes a hole in your condom
5. Replaces your mayonaise with vanilla pudding
6. Takes out the good batteries from your electronics and replaces then with dead ones
7. Beats your highscore on every videogame you own
8. Restarts your firered/ruby/emerald/red/blue/yellow/silver/crystal/gold… etc version
9. Posts pictures of you drunk on facebook
10. Drunk dials all your friends and your parents
11. Puts 2 gb’s of cats and porn (bad quality kind) on your computer
12. Gets “The Game” and Rick Astley’s “Never gunna give you up” tatooed on your chest
13. Ruins your credit score
14. Replaces your songs with Justin Beiber and your movies with Twilight
15. Gets on your tumblr and reblogs stupid shit that you can’t remember seeing
16. Gives you a wedgie
17. F*cks the heating up so its either really hot or really cold
18. Takes a pee and dump randomly on your floor and blames your pets
19. Steals your tv remote, car keys, wallet
20. Puts a 6 inch gaping hole in your wall/roof and then leaves
Feels like I am living a nightmare.. Maybe I am.. I’ve had nightmares like these.. So real so terrifying.. But I always woke from those and had someone to tell me it was ok.. So maybe if I wake up everything will be back to normal.. and you will still be here.. Maybe death opens the door and lets me wake up.. If I am wrong there is no turning back.. But if I am right everything will be ok again.. Should I risk suicide to try and see for myself? or.. should I just live this nightmare and wonder until it ends if I could have ended it sooner.. only time will tell I guess..
